sometimes i forget i am doomed to die (❛◡˂̵ ̑̑✧)

sometimes i will be having a normal chill day and then... oh what's that? oh it's me falling to the floor?  sick!!  idk it's just mildly lame when i can't breathe and my heart gives out!  sometimes i doubt i'll even hit my forties! (that's my estimated lifespan) also is not very fun when my arms lock up and i can't open my fingers ;3