having a anxiety disorder and mood disorder suckss

thank god it's summer break now cause i kept having anxiety attacks in the hallway -_-  thankfully my chemistry teacher was there to help me tho he's the nicest man ever. but anxiety attacks suck. nd i don't like going to counseling bc i don't like my counselor and i just wanna be in the hallway where im alone and it's quiet. but they wont let me stay there cause i'm not "accounted for" so they called my chem teacher and he talked to me for a lil bit then dropped me off at the office n my dad picked me up. i gotta take some stupid meds jus to not panic and lash out all the time