locked out of gmail

i have multiple browsers on my computer and each one is signed into a different gmail account, and the one that has my email i use for websites like this and bitview was signed out of for no fucking reason, now it wont let me log back in nor is my password saved for some reason.

account recovery doesnt fucking do anything, when i fail to input my password it just tells me to GO TO FUCKING ACCOUNT RECOVERY AGAIN, BECAUSE THEY "COUDLNT VERIFY THAT I OWNED THE ACCOUNT". im going insane. please help me.