fursona ramblings part 1

over the past 3 days ive randomly decided to create a fursona that can finally represent ALL OF US system wise. we've tried to do this in the past but every time it just turned out to be a new part not knowing they exist and thinking theyre the "whole system" but this time ive like.. really tried to put all of us into it. i decided on a maned wolf since a lot of my sys tends to lean dog-ish, we have like 4 canidae that are frq fronters, and it being a maned wolf which isnt a wolf at all but its own unique animal seemed like a good fit.

i also wanted him to be able to fit into my boyfriend's universe so our fursonas can date, which was easy honestly, he still exists in my headworld (which is what i call my OC story in my head, with casey and so on) but isnt on the "earth". i decided to make him a fallen angel that missed earth and is now a satellite, stuck in the gravitational pull but not able to actually get down. his wings are small, deformed, and useless, so he cant fly down. he still looks like an angel because he never impacted to earth (which is what i believe makes angels turn to devils). he however lost his halo somewhere along the way. i think being a satellite changed how he looks eventually, like he morphed into what he currently looks like through centuries of exposure to the vacuum of space.

i wanted to fit DID into him somehow too, but i didnt want it to just be regular DID because hes in a fantasy setting, and its my fursona and disorder and i can do whatever i want. so i decided being a satellite, maybe he picks up radio signals, and eventually they stableized into certain 'stations' he gets stuck in. like 105.3 represents an alter, and 98.3 represents a different one. the signals will reflect my actual alters, but will just be called the numbers. i think it will also be fun to represent the different stations with eye colors and style. and co-con/co-fronting would show up as a gradient in the eyes.

heres some doodles i have of him so far