me and my friend

So today i will not do anything, except for laying in bed and smoking ym vape, n cart, i ov cocaine but i beenn sober and its kinda ass. i hate my life without drugs, i have no real serotonin snymore, im on the end, im on 1, im on the bottom, im sinking, im floating to the havens above, and i am rqacist and still going tp heaven and still racist, bye 

                                                           - nikki xoxo