death and sadness

some day i might disappear 

shed my skin like a snake for the finale time 

watch my petals fall

start a new life?

maybe not

watch them get older

and older..

realizing they do not need me.

they have their own roof to be under

not mine.

im getting sad

without them im nobody.

when i die pls pls.. 

burry me next to THEM..

i want to be sleeping resting in their cold.. old..

arms 

make my day.. seeing roses

on my grave 

carry on

go on

im stuck

where?

the void

what void?

the void of nothingness 

all dark.. 

all cold

no warmth

just darkness..