Vent.

        Everyday feels like a dream. I keep zoning out and honestly it just feels like i'm not even alive. I'm left all alone with my thoughts because all of my family members have to go to work, I barely have like 5 true irl friends but we barely talk since it's school holiday now. Everyone moved on and went different ways, but I'm still here. When will I move on?

        I barely get any good sleep and I just want to have fun with my friends like I did in 2020-2021. Care-free, travelling, hanging out, going to parties...where'd all the fun go? Honestly, now I only feel like I'm a zombie. Barely alive.