Zaza hitting moment ԅ(¯﹃¯ԅ)

just survived playing 2 games and watching 3 seasons of series today, feeling like a lazy piece of shit never gets old !!!  ♪♪♪ ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ) its still weird to me how the time just flew by especially for school since it felt like only yesterday i was still slacking and playing slime ranchers when suddenly school announced school was over during the 1st year if covid. which was weird to me cus i wasnt paying attention at all that time (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) now i just feel like a completely different person from before which was a bit off since i always see myself as the same person but yk now i feel different in a good way to make up for all the shit that happened in the past (ꈍᴗꈍ) not that they werent anything bad really but just everyday human struggles that makes you feel like it was much bigger than your own life but were all still here. i honestly dont know where im going here but its me thinking about what to do now for stuff in the future just makes me think to much about the past just being far into the past now.