Vertigo

My head's spinning but I need to keep living. The desperate  aims my head keeps pushing towards my inner self is forcing the chaos. It's pushing the swelling on to me. I,m drowning heavily right now. I need to find a way out. I've just woken up and all I could think of is a jumble of words. I need to trick my mind in to not overthinking right now. It's all too much to take in. I'm only human afterall. I can't just carry on like this. I feel sick, dizzy and mutated. I need to stay strong, combat against my mind. Battle the rythms of the nerve endings and neural pathways that defeat me and go against me. Save me.

22/May/2023