Poem I wrote when I was sixteen after a rough mental health patch xoxo

Hell It Is 

I love my body 

I love my hair 

I love my Earth

And my strange wears 

I love my friends 

I love my life 

I love my piercings 

Maybe someday I’ll love a wife 

I understand not everybody has this 

They’re just trying to survive 

Sometimes it can be so hard 

Just to stay alive 

Existence isn’t a sin 

Anymore than a half-bargain 

Grab the unmatched pairs 

There, that’s a start 

It’s pretty broken 

But prettier repaired 

Trust me when I say 

Someday you’ll wanna care 

Time fixes all things 

But there’s little of it 

Photographs help 

To remind you of it 

Memories can hurt 

Not as much as forgetting 

It’s okay to feel this way 

Nobody should be judging 

It’s not worth much to look nice 

When you don’t feel it inside 

When you’re actually happy 

The people who matter’ll know 

As far as I can tell 

There’s good reason to cry 

To be sad, obsessed  

To hurt, to lie 

But try to push it away 

It’s better if you stay 

Where you can help others 

As well as yourself 

They don’t get to take your heart 

It’s yours to give away 

Even if it’s in pieces 

Try not to destroy 

Even a gray sky’s beautiful 

You’ll find a life that’s suitable 

Written 03/7/21 

Plz be nice (////) I usually write song lyrics ':D