1 | so how do you write a blog post?

Don't ask me how many blogs I've tried to start and promptly abandoned after like, a week (probably not that many compared to other people, but it is a lot for me). The idea has always fascinated me. Putting yourself out there and making yourself known on your little corner of the internet? It sounded pretty cool to me. 

But I sort of grapple with this idea in my head of being perceived by people. I don't hate it, but I don't like it very much either. Especially if I'm going to be posting my personal and most intimate thoughts. Over time though, I did start to care a lot less about what random strangers think of me. Unfortunately, that doesn't mean I don't care what people I do know think of me, most especially what my friends think of me.

The obvious thing to do would be to just make all my stuff private then, right? But then, what's the point? This is going to sound insane, but even though I don't want to be perceived, I still want the attention and validation and all that shit. I want to be acknowledged. Aaand as I'm typing that I realize how fucking sad that is LMFAO. Christ...

Anyway, small revelation, but literally no one cares! You and I can do whatever we want and don't really have to worry about what other people think about it. It doesn't have to be good or something amazing either. You're doing it for yourself and if you're happy doing it, then that's what matters. We all already carry so many problems in our lives and stressing over something that doesn't even warrant being a problem does no good. Do what you wanna do, y'know? Nietzche did say that with the death of god and of the true world philosophy, it's up to us to make our own values and meaning. Basically, becoming ourselves disregarding the societal values ingrained in us. And if that isn't the most punk shit I've ever heard I don't know what is.

With that said, will I actually be consistent in blog posting? Probably not. Realistically, I'd forget about this after a week or month at most. It's the undiagnosed ADHD, I'm afraid (joking).

...so is this how you write a blog post?