good night

i got those uncomfy lacey panties jus for him 

i learned to dance jus for him

that skirt 

those heels

those lashes 

took those pictures 

just for him

i did my makeup jus for him 

and i jumped and giggled and smiled 

i wanted him to see so bad 

but when i called 

no answer 

text 

no answer 

there's no point in spam- i dont wanna be annoying 

and all of a sudden I'm 5, and 10, and 13 

and my dad doesn't care 

my mom is too busy 

my friends have plans already

"i miss u" i said 

he said "i miss u 2"

"i love you,

goodnight"