failed commission ☹️

after years of trying and posting art online just now someone finally commissioned me!!! i was so happy!!!! my first ever commission!!!! aaaaaa! but then *incoming vent and rant* they only used cash app which is banned in my country 😭😭😭😭 i was so ready to draw whatever they wanted man, it was just going to be 3 dollars of commission work but it would have been the first time i earned money with my art, i was gonna tell my mom when she woke up :( 

why cash app must you be banned in my country

(attached are photos representing of how i b rn since no words nor emojis can express what i'm feeling)

i'm going to sleep now since the commissioner was only available when it's 2 am here and im very tired,,, and sad 😭😭😭😭

yh sorry for this rant/vent to whoever read it, thank you very much ily goodnight <3