they hit the fucking pentagram jesse

yo mista white; why you wakin me up at 3 am, betch? that was like, 10 years ago.

erm, yes, jesse, it was. that's why it's funny

oh.

anyway im bored and i dont have anything to do so why not ramble a little bit.

i'm bored. oh, i already said that.

my stepfather's coming back at 2 PM EST tomorrow so that's unfortunate. i wonder if anyone out there actually has any good stepfathers, it's always in books and movies and TV and stories people tell that the step people are always evil. stepfathers, stepmothers, stepsiblings... why? maybe all step people are rebounds. i guess that would only work in the case of step parents. stepsiblings aren't really that evil as far as i've heard. they're about as evil as real siblings. me personally, my stepsibling is very evil, but not because he's done anything to me. someone my age, sure, but not me. he's definitely more evil than my stepfather or stepmother. i think my stepmother is kind of confused as well. i only ever see her when i have to go to my dad's house which is like once a week, and every time i'm there she insists on calling me by a name i dont go by, except, that name is wrong? she thinks my deadname is something different from what it actually is, to be clear. i don't even know if it's funny or not. and obviously i shouldn't correct her since she'll actually deadname me then but come on, wtf happened there? is that because of my DAD? my dad doesnt refer to me by any name when I'm with him. which i would suppose is a good thing. he doesnt really refer to my stepmother by name in her presence either. he just addresses the entire room when he talks, and unfortunately, usually i am his only audience. i bet that's how anyone reading feels right now. sorry. 

a couple weeks ago, The Alchemist and Domo Genesis rereleased the No Idols vinyls for 4/20 since Domo Genesis is one of those stoner artists. they also released cassettes, and I THINK CDs, neither of which had never ever been created or sold at that point. im pretty sleepy right now so a stupid fucking thought drifted into my head, it was Doms and Alc together in a ring cutting a stupid dumbass promo and out comes Tyler in his blond wig and then that little thought creeps into my head and says Tyler should wrestle Domo to release the album. and in that moment, my deluded brain thought it was peefectly reasonable. THE WHOLE REASON YOU WERE THINKING TYLER WRESTLING DOMS. 

oh my fucking god my EYEEEEES i'm foing in sane im so sleepy. more in the morning maybe.