I hate humanity

TW mentions of transphobia, suicide, r*pe

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I'm so tired of people. I hate humans. I hate being human. I don't know why humans think we're the greatest of any evolved species. We fucking suck. Literal penguins have more empathy for those who are different than we do. They have gay couples that adopt orphaned eggs and they're just like all the other penguins. But when human gay couples exist they get publicly beaten or experience "corrective rape." Conservatives take action against queer people and say it's for the sake of protecting impressionable children but in Florida they're actively working to make it impossible for legal adults to access gender affirming care. It's temporary now but it's not always going to be and everyone who isn't personally affected is ignoring that. No one is listening. None of them care about what's true they just want to feel right in their hatred and discomfort. Even though there's endless scientific and psychological sources that support us and support that transitioning is life saving and medically necessary. Even though the studies show how many people, especially children, are affected by suicidal ideation when denied this care. They want us to kill ourselves and they want us to be easy to clock so that they can kill whoever's left over. I just don't understand why they hate us so much. I don't understand why self discovery and a journey to self love is condemned to hell. I don't understand how they can look at someone experiencing pure joy as their authentic self and feel repulsion. It doesn't matter. It doesn't affect you. It's not about you. I'm so sick of everyone thinking they're the center of the fucking universe. The world doesn't revolve around you. I don't have to dilute myself for you. I don't deserve to be unhappy just to make you slightly less uncomfortable. I'm not here to service you. It's not about you. It's not about you. It's not about you. I'm so tired of not being able to escape seeing people debate about why my existence means I should be tortured and killed. I can't fucking get away from it. I'm all for staying informed but sometimes you need a break so you don't break. I literally just want to live. Apparently that's asking too much.