day 1 - i guess im keeping track of my life here now

!! this is the only entry that will be public! all of the rest will be for friends only, so add me if u wanna hear about my life for some reason???? !! 

i know im never really going to use spacehey if i dont give myself an incentive to do so, soooo ive decided to use this as some sort of.. way to keep track of my life. cringe, i know, but who cares, honestly? its 2023, let teenagers do cringe shit. as long as its not hurting anyone, its fine!!

so, if you havent read my profile, my name is romeo. im 15 and my pronouns are she/he. i live in the US and i was dragged onto this website by my good friend mason!! 

the past few days have kind of sucked. i have these two people i love (i'll nickname them eggs and red) and i care about them a lot. red is the love of my life, and nobody has ever cared about me like they do. they're so funny and we think exactly alike. i never want to lose them.

eggs has been my best friend for a long time. we've been through a lot together, and i trust them with my life. i feel like i got half of my personality from them. seriously, they're important to me. 

i recently got them both in a group chat together and they've become friends fast. which is exactly what i want!! i want them to like eachother as much as they like me. but theres an issue.

im polyamorous, and im kind of crazy in love with both of them. but neither of them are polyam. i have to choose one of them to be with, and it fucking sucks. i feel like im in some shitty romance novel love triangle.  ive joked about it with them before, but thats where it stops. 

you can give advice in the comments if you want, but i dont really need it. i can suck it up and deal with it! im not 8 years old, ill keep it together. no use in crying over it when you cant do anything about it, right?

anyway, i guess i just wrote this to get shit off my chest. tysm for reading all of this, if you did!!! 

please be nice, as this is my first time on spacehey, and if i did something wrong please kindly let me know :] 

thank you!! have a great day ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡