YouTube rant.. PART 2?!

if you dont remember, I was complaining  about one of my moots on YouTube, who had 2.2k within 3 months on YouTube. well, its been around 15 days sInce then 

ive been grinding YouTube for ANYTHING, followers, likes, shares, ANYTHING TO GROW.

no. I might seam a bit delulu but no, you just cant comprehend my amazing problems.

ANYWAYS the last time I wrote to you, I had 1.1k, well ive been grinding as I said. ive DOUBLED my follower count. but... you would think it would be okay but no. 

my moot, from before, had 2.4k, after 3 months. 

well now they have 2.6k. yes ive caught up by so much BUT THEY'VE GROWN BY 257 FOLLOWERS. 

yes that's a lot. cause think about it, that's like 2 whole grades plus extras. like teachers And 2 WHOLE GRADES

I need to beat them, its my life goal. but also a new secret rivalry has begun. ive been taking a break on tiktok but then some random ahh furry comes in and has 114k and I have 152k. once I get back. I must.. I NEEED  to hit 175k before them. hopefully we both dont get banned and I dont wanna jinx me getting shadow banned but, im probs gonna be unless I do an epic video to show i'm back.. 

btw to find me its "luna.urmom" on tiktok and"luna_urmom" on YouTube bc ppl didn't believe me. 

now my only questions are for when I go back.. 

will people remember me?

will I beat both of these people?

and finally, should I stop waiting time in spanish class to write these?

all very important questions.