AAAAAAAA (^○^)

There was this boy who would always hang out with me, i gave him the nickname sugar, but he never gave me one but he is very suicidal and has alot of trauma. But after 6 months i see him change being with me for 6 month, he said i made him happy but i still can’t get the word “but i know this will all end soon” out of my head. He always say that. But now we aren’t in contact anymore, i lost him.