Birthday

Happy birthday to me. It's a pretty typical day as usual, but it feels weird that 18 May is the day that I was born and it makes me question rebirthing and going back to that day, and that night. This feeling is peculiar indeed, and so are my thoughts.

Right now, I am just chilling with my bubble tea with my birthday cinnamoroll socks on as I am typing this. I'm avoiding studying for a bit, I can't get myself stressed, not on my birthday (a lousy excuse).

Anyways, I had a Malay speaking test today. Everyone was so nervous, but honestly, I don't know how I feel about it, even though I'm clearly not fluent enough to meet my expectations and possibly society's standards. The exam was alright so far, my teacher was kind enough to repeat the questions to me because nothing was going through my head. My head was lagging a lot, but that's ok, I answered all questions anyway. I hope I can get above average marks.