birthday soon O_O;; ............

haii havent posted in a while ooops x9 but urmmmmm my bday is literally in 2 days (may 19th) and like im excited but IM NOT. READY  to be 

TWENTY YEARS OLD

FUCKCKKCK i dont wanna be OLDDDDDD x,(((((

like i tell relatives im going 2 be turning 20 and theyre like WAT!!!!! and im like Yeah. but really I CANT BELIEVE IT EITHER LIKE WHY AM I OLD WRTFFFFF  likr i thiunk covid fucked my whole sense of age up bc like i was 17 ish when covid started and i feel like my life just froze from that point like i still feel like im supposed 2 be 17. does any1 else have this problem lmk........... so like ya im just internally forever 17 years old i think like im not an  adult by any means like idk how to drive i dont have a job i dont go to college im just a fucking neet bro  i refuse to grow up and stop being childish and silly idc !!!! yk wat. the number 20 doesnt even mean anything 2 me like okay its been 20 years since i was born like okay and.??? does thaty mean i sudeenly have to start going to work in a cubicle and stophaving fun like no!!!!! im sitll me bitch!! idc if ppl think im immature idfc!!!!!!111

man yall just watched me have a whole ass epiphany while typing out this post aw hell nah . 

anyway dreamcatcher cb may 24th bon voyage get redy 2 stream<3 

and take this