I miss

I miss gyaru, I stopped because it was interfering with my religion, but it wasn't. People's opinions were interfering with my religion. I miss it so much, it was a part of me. Ever since I stopped when I hear about it I immediately reminisce and start missing my gal life. I want it back. I think I'm gonna be gal again soon, on one condition; I wanna be strong in my morals and within myself. I never wanna upset God, I wish I could directly ask him if me being gal is a bad thing.