I hate captlism i hate dopamine i hate productivey and i hate every form of humans nautre

Im so done with being a human. Its so so so so tired, Relationships, Favoritism, Economics, Capitalism, Evil, Effectiveness, Feelings, Dopamine, Sugar im so done with everysh1t. im spending my "best years" learning how i can get money knowing damn i dont even know why i want money in the first place and i know so freaking god dam well its worthless i will freaking die and what? Will give it to my Grandchildren? Im 100% they dont desrve it, and speaking of that, why the hell i need to Communicate with other dumb4ss humans like me? Im in freaking 2023 my brain Developed this A trick to survive but im not in bc?? And humans oh my they are so unloveable. You just know these things have the shittest thinking system ever and still Superior to all the rest of the creatures on their planet, and they dont even dsorve it. Dont get me wrong i love humans but why it needs freaking decead for my mind to say "yk, they dont really need Stay in groups" and the gen we have now oh my how i feel my brain is bleeding whenever i think about it we are in New era with a lot changes in the planet itself and because we are in New era, Contradictions will be. And the believes in this gen is so overwheling some stay in the old believes and everyone will be like "omg i really wanted someone to say that!" and then someone comes and say "no thats wrong and harmful" and everyone goes like "yeah fr idk how these ppl think" its just even if you want to be aceptable its so freaking copmlex for abslotley No reason.