about me!!

hello everynyan how are you fine senk you

this blog is a dump to what there is to know about me or a more in depth look into my interests, it is not in any particular importance but i will do my best to organise it anyway. i will also include a dump of stamps at the bottom as a tl;dr for those, well, tl;dr. you won't know all the details though! 

i'm ness, i'm 5'5 and southeast asian. honestly, i'm just a little guy, a jester, a fool if you will. i'm not meant to be taken very seriously, i say a lot of ridiculous things. i'm nonbinary and pansexual, and i am in a polyamorous relationship with my boyfriend who is definitely not another cookie cutter golden retriever boyfriend*. 

i do various mediums of art from traditional art to poetry, specifics are: traditional art, digital art, graphic design (most focused medium), ceramics, miniture painting/crafting, and poetry. like a lot of artists especially the tired ones, i don't do art much  but i still got it when i have the motivation, time, and materials! nowadays i only do poetry. 

i do have depression, anxiety, cptsd, and a 88% certainty of being autistic. that being said, i like to believe i'm an understanding person with the occasional wise word and ready-to-be-tear-soaked-shoulder. if advice i lack in, support and humour i can provide instead. in general, i'm easy going and optimistic (trying to be), shy yet eager to listen. i do get burned out easily though so if i don't respond to messages be patient! 

i love playing video games and here are games i've played: mass effect series, red dead redemption series, resident evil 4 (2005), re7, re8, sleeping dogs, god of war ragnarok, wolfenstein new order, wolf. old blood, wolf 2 new colossus, fatal frame, batman series, darkest dungeon, graveyard keeper, stardew valley, pokemon x/y - scar/vio, other nintendo games, and probably others that i can't remember to add! board games are cool too, like: betrayal at house on the hill, dread, d&d, star wars legion, and munchkin. i miss my wii, but i have a 3ds and switch still! 

music is a really great way to connect with people, which is why i love to make playlists! i won't go into crazy detail about it, so instead here is my spotify hehe. i recommend looking at my favs playlist. i love going to raves also!! 

i don't watch tv shows but here's some i have watched before: atlanta, breaking bad, what we do in the shadows, hannibal, metalocalypse, cake boss, bob's burgers. anime on the otherhand: nichijou, cowboy bepop, black butler, dorohedoro, panty and stocking, kobayashi, devilman crybaby (2018), detroit metal city, attack on titan, jjba pt 4, kakegurui, aggretsuko, and moreee. nowadays youtube is cheaper and easier to access, so i watch: vinesauce, oneyplays, jesse cox/scary game squad, manlybadasshero, topped off with shavings of restoration videos, arts and crafts, and cooking videos. as well as whatever this guy does... 

that's all i can think of to add now, more will definitely be added and adjusted in the future 

but for now...

 the stamps 

*per boyfriend's comments after seeing this section: "i am NOT cookie cutter you cannot put me in a MOULD this ass is too FAT it would BEND the mould i would not FIT"