Turning a new leaf maybe?

Dear 0317 ,

I remember when we used to sneak around and talk to each other because we were way too young to be in a relationship.

I also remember how it felt when you told me that you were asexual and needed time to yourself.

I remember that when we got back in touch, you told me that you loved her and how happy she made you feel.

I suggested that you get her blue flowers because you told me she loves blue.

I will never forget how I felt when we got off the phone because she called.

Seeing you with her makes me want to drown.

Day by day, when she's around, memories of our playground love sink deeper beneath the surface. But only in your head.

I play our conversations over and over in my head. especially when you told me you loved me. As if you said it yesterday.