Dream Diary - 13/5/23

(tw: blood, cults, sh)

dream last night - 13/5/23

ryan ross was a student in my school and panic were just getting big and they decided to throw like an end of year prank where they blast their music and run around the school and i had these crazy shoes on that i just couldnt walk in and when we were walking up the stairs i kept falling and lost my shoe so ryan helped me and (this dream isnt very linear but) they were like setting up a cult under the guise of an anti-establishment anti-civilisation political movement and we were in my maths classroom making posters for it and writing down stuff to do w it and one of the requirements was that u had to take part in a ritual where u drank blood so this random girl like sliced her arm open bur as she did she just melted into a pile of blood and flooded the floor and ryan and brendon were drinking it so i tried to as well but it was so gelatinous that i cldnt swallow it and it was making me gag so i went outside and was like almost throwing up and my mother was there and asked me what was going on and i had to explain the cult thing but SWORE it wasnt a cult & she seemed really concerned LOL

there was also some other stuff abt ryan getting mad at me for leaving constantly and not doing the posters and i like argued w him that if i wasnt dedicated i wldnt Do the posters

also got investigated by my head of year and stuff and we had to hide the bloody mess in the classroom.

my brain is a weird place