The paranormal and sprits/entities

idk if its just me, but... i've always had connections with other beings. idk i might be delusional and crazy but ive always had bad luck, always had an interest in darker things and i never felt true empathy... but im also traumatized so- 

but still, ive always sensed another prescense, ive seen other beings at points since i was young. i told my parents but they never believed me, i guess i assumed either god wanted me to see them, or god hated me and satan was going to have a hold of me because i grew up christian and went to a church and we read the bible a lot. i just kinda lived with it but know i dont believe in that kind of god. we're pagan now, so, i guess im seeing other worldly beings. ive also always been fascinated by death and bones n stuff. 

i guess im just delusional and crazy.