Sort of like a vent? Probably a little stupid (a few swears.)

So like basically my mom is brushing my hair and she always manages to just bring shit in and stuff, and at this point it’s not even my scalp/head that hurts anymore is just what she says dude, she always has a way to make me cry. I hate ber dude!! She can make me so mad and frustrated and sad, and i still manage to love her as a mom. She doesn’t even take care of me anymore, i just want her to hug me. I want to stay in that moment with her, hugging her, and falling asleep in her embrace. I want ber to sing to me again, i want her to be with me. I want my mom ☹️. I just dont know whats going on mann, i dunnno.