I really hope i made the right choice

I decided to move from my house (that I lived with my mom) to stay with my aunt and with my cousin, they don't live on my town anymore since ages, it's in the same state, but in a town a little more bigger. Not only I was tired of the mistreatment i was receiving from my mom, but also my house state is anything but great, and no matter what i do i can never make that place clean and good looking, i was rotting in my bedroom almost all days, lying in my bed, the only friend i had there left me, there was nothing to do there, my brother is in another country, and so the only thing i wanted to do was to wait for death. I'm still not in the best condition, and im worried with my college (because since I have to travel to a city, i have to spend money on bus tickets, that now are more expensive since im in a town that is way more far from this city than my hometown) and i wonder if i will be able to get a job. Im scared because this is kinda new for me, i was never by myself like this in my whole life, and staying away from my mother like this is really unusual for me. I will still love my mom no matter what, i just hope she finally understands what she was doing, even when in every fight she told me to get away from the house, only to in the end, cry because i was moving from somewhere far from her, i can't hate her.

In the end, i just need more money, god please.