I'm tired. [VENT]

I don't even know how to start this.

I like him a lot... Fuck, I might even love him. But the fact that he's aro and probably doesn't even see me that way is... hurting me a lot.

And I keep thinking about it. All the signs tell me he likes me, he wants to be near me... Shit, if he didn't like me or felt comfortable around me we wouldn't have ever fucked before (since both of us are Demi in a pretty hard way). If he didn't like me, he wouldn't go out with me all the times we did.

I'm overthinking, I know! But the possibility of him going away once I tell him about my feelings is... destroying me.