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Now that i really think i dont think i want death i just dint want to be around my family or friends not that it really matter -^- i often think about what i want to do when im a adult but its actually just wanting to be my own person :3 like hanging out with my friends or going to birthdays or going out to the mall bu myself or with friends when it clicked i realised i wasnt the problem xD it was my mother >:( she got to do everything as a kid never got retricted but when it comes to me i think id rather go to prison atleast i would have more freedom like getting peircings :D ah welpp ill endure it for highschool no promise its gonna get better and quite frankly my mental health is in the gutter :33 anyway KLUFFLES RAHHH KLUFF KLUFF