sea of nostalgia

This nostalgia, it washes over me like a wave

And I'm drowning, I can't breathe

And I'm floating, I'm everywhere and nowhere

But I'll let it take me away, just this once

Let it sweep over me, sweep me under the sea

Let me feel once more, let me feel the sorrow

Let me feel my sorrows again, to drown in them this once

(This once, again... and once again)

I'm so numb I cannot feel

So let me feel so much I'm numb

I feel so much that I've turned numb

So let me be so numb I feel again

So my screams and cries ring out in the vast nothingness

So my tears cloud my vision and pour down my cheeks

So they become a sea I can drown in, a sea of my tears

Tears held inside a dainty little cup I can't climb out of

Drown me, drown me, drown me

Let me out, let me out, let me out

Drown me, drown me, drown me

Let me out, let me out, let me out

Why can I not feel?

Why am I not numb?

Let me out but let me drown

Let me drown but let me out

This nostalgia, it washes over me like a wave

And I'm drowning, I can't...—

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