Does anyone have any break up advice?

So.. My boyfriend of nine months just broke up with me, about two hours ago. This was the longest relationship that I've ever been in, and the only non abusive one. I admit that I was a little controlling towards the end, and he was secretive. I just want to curl up and cry. He was my best friend, I would go to him with EVERYTHING. I lost my virginity to him. I feel so hurt and lost and confused. Aside from him, I only really have two friends, one of which is going back to another country in about a month because she's a foreign exchange student.

I feel so hurt and sad. I knew it was coming, but I still feel so lost. All of my hobbies and interests remind me of him, every one of my favorite things. I just want to curl up into his arms but I'm faced with the reality of knowing that I will never get that opportunity again. 

Does anyone have any advice..Please