mezz

omfg i´m so tired of this bs. wake up, tutoring, lunch with dad (it´s like i´m always walking on ice around him), school, home, dinner, sleep, repeat. i just want to be alone. i don´t want to study. matter of fact, why should i? we have internet now. we can just search it up. and no, it´s not a stupid idead. we´ve evoluted so much, why not use what we´ve got? besides, i´ll never use all that info. i probably won´t even live long! so why bother? 

i want to go on walks alone, but i never can. and when i have time to go, maybe this weekend, i´m pretty sure my brother won´t let me go alone. he´s so annoying. like, grow tf up like i had to. lmao idk why i´m writing this i´m pretty sure i haven´t grown even just a lil bit lolz, but anyways. i think that if i go on sum walk i´ll wear a mask. i don´t want ppl from my class recognizing me!

i think i´m going to uninstall tik tok. it´s literally so dumbbb. oh right! my girlfriend´s answered me on whatsapp. her phone was broken. i´m not so sure abt that tho. maybe she just needed sum time. i´m fine with that, but i hope she doesn´t leave me. 

i don´t want to be alone.

anywayz gn!

omg fucking stop this