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ok but I find it funny how if I meet me irl I act SO DIFFERENT. I don't really open up like how I opened up on this website. irl I'm chill and just try to have a good time. but if I like u I'll be a asshole and LOVE shit talking, mostly Abt drama and ppl I hate. I talk Abt my crushes all the time, barely do my homework, have real talks and get hoes(I wish LMAO) so like idk if I do got it but like yk my bpd be making my fuckin friends not like me. it's like I'll just stop talking to them out of nowhere or get mad at them for no reason. start hating everything Abt the person but then loving them yk? idk maybe it's just bc I have no patience but oh well. Most of the time I just want to go out, skate, hangout w cool ppl. School is honestly a waste of time for me cuz i don't think I even learned anything nor remember.(sorry math teacher!! u cool asf tho) I got lip piercings if that has to do w anything :-. I'm also really delulu like the type to think ur into me cuz u looked at me LOL. but idk what to do w my life, ik I'm so young but I've had a lot of Addictions and sum I keep going back to. it's not good for me either. oh well all I want is to have a band of four members going on tour everywhere, being dumb asf and having so much fun. all I ask for lol
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✩ryro ✩
I was Reading this again nd I jus wanted to say when I said I acted like an asshole I don’t mean I like I’ll be rude nd be super negative all the time, I mean I will be an ass to u, I’ll annoy tf out of u nd yeah I’ll be rude but I’ll never really mean what I say nd jus mess w u but if it ever gets out of hand pls tell me cuz something idk when to stop or shut up so jus tell me to like shut up or idk talk abt something else but I’ll probably go on nd on abt that things too -^-
WandaLee58
ohmygosh same!!! like it kinda happens to me at some extent too, like I get some intrusive thoughts on occasion and it just grinds me to my gears and I end up hating those people I care for as well, mostly having to do with self-doubt and/or insecurity projection, honestly...
And yeah, I've forgotten a handful of what I learned in school and stuff like algebra and geometry sure has contributed nothing to my life... like school has a decent purpose but really bad way of doing it, and we're all doing it just to get this paper to get a job or something which feels so pointless, like why can't we be taken for a job because of our skills like in video games? why does a diploma have to dictate our lives??
And yeah, the drama talk too. So relatable. Barely even an adult and yet I talk crap too, but instead of just people (we have terrible people at my neighborhood, those who make up stories and gossip about their neighbors) it's also about ranting about the world and mainstream society... it gets nuts from there
you're so real for that!! I hope you get to meet people irl who'll understand you and your interests and would even complement you with that!!
leey
Heavy on the think you crushing on me if you glance at me once or even look in my general direction too fucking real. But I get you I just joined the site it's been something i've been wanting to do for a fat minute but now that i'm on since it's online it just seems like the right site where you can go on rants on and no one even knows who you are you just get unbiased advice and opinions.