Relationship drama

I hate feeling unsure about relationships and what someone thinks. But I do! So, there’s someone that’s had a weird, romance thing going on with me since October of 2018. But lately, I’m just not sure if he really views me as like, his main one. The reason why is because when me and him was telling of who we find attractive. He put some people from when we were in high school above me, and I feel so…unloved. And also lonely because now it’s like he likes them more. It’s not a really pleasant feeling.