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Selamat pagii.. I had.. a doctor's appointment today. ( ͡ ' ˍゝ͡ ' )
REALLY... it wasn't even the worst one I've had! but it was still... (。_。)
By the way, the ride there is 1 hour. It's not really the worst because you can ride along the ocean... besides, the flowers this time of year are so pretty...!! (๐॔˃̶ᗜ˂̶๐॓) I had fuuunn.. But by the time I got there.. God. I had to wait for an hour alone in the examining room for my doctor to come. I was nervous at first, but as time went on, my desire to fidget outweighed my social anxiety! But in the end, I got claustrophobic instead! ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡
I heard footsteps close overhead, and it made me remember there were floors over me... it reminded me of elementary school, where it terrified me being on the top floor of the school. Usually, it's reserved for older grades - so if we went up there, I felt like I was breaking through the atmosphere and can fall to my death at any second!! SO SCARY... (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
Then, I remembered... there's floors below me, right? And I listened to the footsteps, and suddenly, I felt like a hamster in a tube... with more hamsters in more tubes all around. And that doctor's office is so goddamn small! SO THEN I GOT ANXIOUS AGAIN?! ( ; ಥ益ಥ)
Well, all that stuff's boring. Anyway, my doctor came, finally... and she said...
'They never sent your blood work to me...?'
'Oh! How strange...'
'So, we can't make a plan at all.'
'Oh.'
'I'm pissed as hell.'
'Me too. (눈_눈)'
So... I went home after that. I have to get my blood drawn again... and again... and again. I waited 5 months for that appointment. (≖､≖╬) Well, all I learned is... don't put Pocchi in a quiet white room all by herself, or I'll go insane, OK?
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I took the chance to ask for a nutritionist! I have to make an appointment, but I hope she'll help me find foods that I actually like to eat. I don't even want to mention what I can stomach for dinner most nights, it's so embarrassing. Salmon with rice is the best one I've got... ┐( ˘ ､ ˘ )┌
Also! We're considering a surgery. BUT SHE CAN'T DECIDE YET, SINCE SOMEONE LOST MY BLOOD... where is my blood? did you feed it to a bat? σ(￣、￣〃) It might sound strange, but I actually like surgery. My doctors take such good care of me, and I get popsicles after... So it's like I don't have to worry if I lose my voice, get nauseous, or bleed all over the place. Popsicles will always clear all my worries away, no matter how dire. I like cherry the best. ☆⌒(≧▽° )
WHATEVER... that's my mundane blog of the day. I didn't get a diagnosis, or help, or anything, but it's fine! A nutritionist is still a step toward living a more comfortable life, I guess. (～﹃～)~zZ This sucks, but I'll tough it out! how do you feel about surgery? It feels like most people in my life have the worst experiences with it. i just like to take a nice nap..
栄養がええよ〜
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Kirs Vantas
omg what kinda popsicles do they give u? like the freeze pop ones or like the ones on a stick :o
the only surgery ive had is to remove my wisdom teeth, it went okay but they stuff they put me on for it was weird i had a dream that was basically just reliving my most recent memory, which happened to be playing mario kart w some friends @~@
The kind on a stick!! THAT'S SO WEIRD... I never dream on anesthesia, just wake up feeling like I got hit by a truck.. (；一_一) I'm not looking forward to wisdom tooth surgery.
by ポッチ; ; Report
i have to do it again too, bc they only took out the bottom ones @~@
by Kirs Vantas; ; Report
the surgery wasnt bad, the RECOVERY was awful
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jubandistrict
I had eye surgery when I was only 1. Because of this, I am scared of surgery and anything related to eye horror
root
Yeesh, hope they don't loose your bloodwork again.
you are alot better about surgery than I am, try to avoid that if at all possible. Not out of fear but just becuase it seems like a hastle.
dj
out of all things id never expect a blog to be titled "bats stole my blood" lol i hope you're doing well, surgery sounds really scary to me since ive never had one
I'll be alright! really I think it depends on the surgery, I'm not scared of it but it definitely has a weird effect on the mind. I don't know if it's because of anesthesia, or because your body is just reacting to having tools inside you, but I feel totally down for a while afterwards (* ￣︿￣) Other than that, I don't even remember being under!!
by ポッチ; ; Report
just be careful of the quiet room.... that's more scary and discomforting than anything
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Jon 🐇
I don't like the waiting. You get there early and then you spend hours shivering in those flimsy robes, it takes forever for them to get to you, and when it's over they're already focusing on the next one :P
not me!! They give me a warm blanket while I'm waiting, I guess they are gone pretty quick after giving me meds and treats but I always just wake up in the recovery room so I never mind anyway. (～﹃～) My nurses are so nice, I'm not looking forward to switching hospitals.
by ポッチ; ; Report
that's one good thing, the warm blankets! X)
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