18th Birthday Party????

This kinda random cuz I know ppl aren't going to read all this, but like- I recently turned 18, and I feel I should have felt some kind of excitement on the day or smth. I turned 18 in March, and I haven't even had a party yet 💀 I feel like theres this pressure to have a big party when u turn 18. idk. My two sides of friends aren't really 'compatible' anyway to have a big party with them all there: one sides my church friends that are super 'innocent' and unexposed to the world, and then theres non-Christian friends who smoke dope and drink and shit. ik if i had both sides there it would be super freaking awkward and both groups would just stick to themselves and I would have to be the kind of mediator between the two for the entire night. idk what to do 💀💀

-anyway🧚✨✨

thanx 4 reading if you stuck through all that 💀

~p00dle