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Late Night Lovey Talk (Rant!)


Hello Dear Friends! At the Time I'm Writing this it's About 3AM. Very Late! However I'm Finding it Hard to Sleep. As a Result I'm just Going to Rant about my Darling of a Husband! 

My Husband is Not Actually my Husband. We're not Actually Married! I'd like to Be. I Haven't Known him for Very Long. About a Month at Most. Yet I can say that he is The Absolute Most. The Most Darling of a Person Ever and I'd Do anything he Asks of Me. If it's Within my Power, Of course!

Young Love, They'll call it. I'll have to Agree. I Think that if He Left me It'd be the Biggest Heartbreak I could of Ever Experienced. "There's Plenty of Fish in the Sea!" My Friends Would Tell me. But I Don't Want Any other Fish in the Sea. For he is the Biggest and Most Beautiful one there is. No Other Fish will Do!

I Fear that I'm Going to Wake up One day with a Bad Feeling and that Bad Feeling will be True. I'll be Met with a Dreaded "We need to Talk." Text and I Won't know What to do. Ha ha!

I think The thing I Fear the Most is Him Finding me clingy or that he Feels like he Has to do Something because I Wanted him too do so. I Hope he doesn't Feel Forced to Love me! That's such a Scary Thought.

I suppose I Should Talk more About him himself! His name is KK. He's Also on Spacehey and its Actually where we Met! He's Genderfluid Which is Why all the Blinkies on my Page Say 'Spouse' instead of 'Husband' or 'Wife.' I Want to be All inclusive! Imagine Me having to Redo My Blinkies Every Time he Changed his Gender Expression? I have Far too Many Images on my Phone for that! The Blinkies Would get Buried in my Gallery and I'll have to Dig to Find them. Ha ha!

He Likes Birds. He Has a Bird. I Don't Remember what Species his Bird is but I do Know it Costed $900. I Also don't Remember the name of his Bird. I'm Pretty sure He only Mentioned it Once offhandedly. Normally I'm Good at Remembering Random things but this is Clearly not One of Them! I Like Listening to Him talk about Birds. He Plans on Getting a Macaw in the Future. He Unintentionally Scared me while Going on a Rant about how Most people are Scared of Them! I Didn't Have a Problem with the Bird Beforehand. That's Funny, I Think!

He also Wants to go into Mortuary. Be a Funereal Director. I Like listening to Him talk About how the Human Body Decomposes after Death. It's very interesting. I Like him. I Like Listening to Him Talk. I Wish He'd Talk More. I Could learn Anything if he Was the One Talking about it. 

He's Also Learning Russian. I Never know how to Reply to his Few Rants about the Language outside of "Really?" and "That's so interesting!" and Reassurance that I am infact interested in What he's Saying. I Hope he Knows I'm Listening! If he Could see my Face I'd be Looking at him Dreamily and Nodding to Everything he Says.

I Love Him. He's so Amazing. He Listens to me Talk. I Hope he Knows how Much that Means to me. No One's ever Listened to me Talk and Actively Replied Before. KK, if You're Reading this, I Love You! ❤️

And I Also Love you, Dear Friends! In a Different Way, Of Course, But I Still Care Deeply about Each one of You! Remember to Make it a Wonderful Day!

Start Time of Writing: 2:58

End Time of Writing: 3:30

End Time of Editing: 3:38


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I AM GOING TO SQUEEZE YOU I LVLE YOU SO MUCVHJELDFMSLFMGDN @: 33333

i am so not normal


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So so Normal.

I Love You Too!

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I LOVE YOU MORE

by ★ KK .. !; ; Report

No you Don't! That's Impossible

by suiceu; ; Report

it is very possible because its happening right now!! i love you the absolute most

by ★ KK .. !; ; Report

That is Absolutely not Possible and it is Absolutely not Happening Right Now! But I'll Accept the I Love You. I Think You're Everything Ever! Without a Doubt the Most!

by suiceu; ; Report

you are so incredibly amazing oh my god. i wanna hug you really tightly and leave kisses all over your face

by ★ KK .. !; ; Report

You're so Cute! I didn't Expect that this Would make you So Happy. I Made it Because I was Sleepy and Couldn't stop Thinking about you! I Love you So So So Much.

by suiceu; ; Report

it makes me so happy because its just. YOU!! and also. i dont know... maybe because it is kind of like PDA but whefjgshsjkdjndjs :333

i love you sosososososososooso soooooo much!!!!!!!

by ★ KK .. !; ; Report