Healing Pt.1

Did somebody say trauma? Breaking generational cycles isn’t easy, but im doing it. I caught myself projecting the way my grandmother would raise me onto my daughter, and that’s something I swore I’d never do. No kid deserves a parent with little to zero patience, no coping skills, or not emotionally intact. When I tell you it’s harddddd I mean it’s hard. So many times I’ve caught myself just lashing out only because that’s what I was used to. Nevertheless I’m working on me, my child’s behavior isn’t a reflection on her.. it’s a reflection on me. I will always 100% want my children to have the confidence and self awareness I never had. Just a damaged queen raising queens. “Be patient with me”