crushing

Friday, May 5th

there is dis boy who I call Darla and he haz DA BIGGEST crush on meh :0 I wouldnt b mad if he asked me out bcuz he is kinda a qt and is actually FUNNY!!!!!!!! I only know he haz a crush on meh bcuz he told my bsf but he isn't making any move but doing kinda da opposite!!!! I told him I waz getting lonely and missing being in a relationship but he js suggested sum ppl 4 me to d8????!!! I waz tryna give him a opportunity to flirt wit meh!!!!! he told my bsf dat he wasn't sure I lieked him but I lowkey do but don't wanna say anything cuz I want him to ask me out cuz he was da 1 who wanted me 1st XP

Hanging out 

all week he BEGGED me 2 go 2 the dome *a gym type place* bcuz he js wanted to hangout wit meh and hav me watch him workout which I agreed 2 go with my bsf and her bf. I told him dat if I'm gonna go then he haz to keep me busy or im neva going there again and when I finally got there I told him that I waz here and what he wantz to do *with sum sas ofc ;p* and he he grabbed my hand and he took me over to and area and I js watched him work out 4 a lil bit and I went to  this area wit my bsf where we js laid down and hung out and it waz fun and he asked me to come again on Monday OOOOUUUUU

Snap calls

after i went to da dome wit him I went home and fell asleep but I woke up to him calling me an for the rest of the day *3pm-11pm* he begged me to send a snap wit my face and when I finally did I asked him why he wanted me to send pics of me he called me PRETTY <33333

Sunday, May 7th

OMG I'm so pissed rn he's neva texting me and being SO DRYYYY and he's not showing any interest in me but he also tells my bsf that hes not sure I even liek him. UGHHHH I'm trying 2 show interest but he's not taking it!!!!!!!! fk it I'm not gonna txt him anymore and see if he eva misses me >:[

Monday, May 8th

Last nite I txted Darla and it waz ok but it came to the topic of who we lieked and I ended up telling him that I liked him bcuz I js decided to get it over with and he said he knew it but NO HE DIDN'TTTTTT. he was always telling my bsf that hes not sure that I liek him so the fact that he was saying that it waz obvi pisses me off. when I asked him who he liked he js said that he dk and he's js working on himself rn. SUCH BSSSSSSSS I knew he was a big liar so I told him that I already knew that he lieked me and he was js speechless so idk what's happening but I'm pretty sure he's js leading me on GIVE ME ADVICE DX

Wednesday, May 10th

i give up...kinda i rlly think da reason that he doesnt want to b with me is bcuz he is so focused on winning wrestling ternaments. he did tell me that he would rather die than lose and last night when i asked him whats going on wit our relationship he said that he does liek me but doesnt want any distractions from his wrestling since hes so passionate abt it..so im js gonna lay off him and js be chill and be friends with him until hes confident enough that he can have "distractions" and still be in love with wrestling. ik he lieks me he js needs sum time

Sunday, May 21st

so liek fuck him......he's been leading me on for liek 4eva and I'm so done with him bcuz.....I got a bf!! we've been talking 4 liek 2 weeks and he asked me to make it offical lolllll