im hungry

is internet social anxiety a thing? CAUSE IM GONNA GET OVER IT NOW.

im gonna have a sleepover hopefully with 2 of my friends (i almost typed 32 lmao I WISH). i am currently being extremely cautious of every footstep i hear out of instinct. everybody is my friend. i want 100 friends let alone 32 real life or not. and then i realize, I SHOULD WATCH MORE KOMI CANT COMMUNICATE. and then i realize my entire sense of humor is media references. 

im slowly brainwashing my friend into being an oyasumi punpun fan and i like that about me

i also submitted a random paper i wrote one day into the new york times and i also like that about me

i dont know what im doing anymore. i should be more active on spacehey.

once i do that sleepover im probably gonna write a blog entry about it. 

once i get out of my oyasumi punpun brainrot im gonna write a blog entry about it. 

and then i realize i will never. mom i dont think its a phase this time it IS a lifestyle now

just like my music taste that has lasted for 2 years now AND ONLY GROWN.

i had my choir concert today. i think we did good. 

im writing a lot today. i dont know why. 

my new life goal is to host a 32-person sleepover. and get rid of my internet social anxiety. i already struggle with the real one.