📀 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴 𝟬𝟬𝟭 : finding myself

its been a crazy few weeks for me honestly. not because ive been busy or anything like that but actually just because ive been realizing a lot about myself.

see, being an introject of a character can sometimes be really difficult. ive been around a long time but to this day i really struggle to disconnect myself from my exomemories, from the person i remember being, from the person i look like internally. i dont mind being connected to this identity but it makes developing hobbies and interests kind of hard. if its something dave strider from homestuck doesnt like how could i possibly like it?

but lately its been different. ive realized things i like, realized the person im becoming. its really good for me, i enjoy it but its also kind of terrifying

who am i if im not dave strider? but then again thats why im taking on all these other names and stuff too... idk

point is ive realized i like horror comedy a lot and thats got me all existential lmao