being not pretty

I´ve been feeling down lately. sorry if my grammar sucks (english is not my first lenguage.)

I need to take this out because i feel that it is killing me inside, i have no friends i cant talk with so im using this place.

My entire life i´ve never had anyone tell me i look pretty. No one besides my mom. i know im not the most attractive person, after all i dont have any pretty characteristics. i have brown skin, im not fat but either skinny, i use glasses, i have brackets and also really fucked up nose. i hate looking at people at the street, and the first thing i think is "i wish i looked like that" i hate doing that but i just cant help it. i wish i could just be skinny so i could wear whatever i want and look good, i hate this feeling of being trapped in this ugly body.