So as of recently, i have been getting sudden and vivid dreams, deja vus, and other stuff within the pass months.
As of this month or april, alot has been happening (New partner, Heavier tension with family, etc) and i have been getting deja vus whenever im around my partner, kris (Uses all pronouns, a alter who's a part of a separate system). sometimes i tell them about the deja vus but most of the time i only keep it to myself. between me and kris, it has been one of the healthiest relationships i have been in with honesty, communication, heart-to-heart convos,and overall true love and care. one of the deja vus i had one night even SAVED said relationship, having us talk about our boundaries and things that would harm each other.
i dont think i had anyone love me for being me. my emotion and how i express them (Im a EXREMEMLY expressive and emotional person), My company, everything. i love them the same way they love me, helping each other through love and support. From what i can tell, this might be a spiritual thing. We're alot like each even with our differences, including us having almost the same amount of trauma. i do heavily believe that they might be my Twin flame.
Meaning of Twin flame;
"Twin flame meaning is a term for a soul connection with someone who mirrors our energetic frequency and is our soul's other half. A twin flame can be a lover, a friend, or anyone who has a deep impact in our life. A twin flame is not a soulmate, but a soul split in two. A twin flame relationship is both challenging and healing, and it is based on the idea that one soul gets split into two bodies. Twin flames share a similar set of weaknesses and strengths, and they experience a strong and intense connection over something shared, usually painful."
Anywho! Before we became lovers, we were best friends! we met each other on a pizza tower discord server (Turns out it was.. not as good of a server as we both thought) and we immediately connected the first we were in a VC together (with some folks that would later become our friends). After that whole thing and while we were in the "I have feelings for my best friend" stage, i created a pizza tower server that has grew ALOT over a single month that i released it to Disboard. Kris was there for me when i was upset over anything and so was i, we were kinda close from the get-go. i live in a somewhat still abusive / toxic household but strangely enough, they make me feel at home more than the house im living in, and thats saying alot. it wasnt any temporal comfort or short-term euphoria, it was like i finally found someone that can actually understand my side of the story. They do voice acting and writing while i do art, roleplay, voice acting, writing, coding, and alot more.
ever since that we gotten together, alot of deja vus has been happening for a good while now. is this a good thing that it's happening?
Also off-topic BUT DAMN are some folks over on the sugary spire wiki kinda assholes. seriously, let people have fun. and sometimes there some petty as dramas in the comments that annoy tf outta me.
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