My Weird Random Thoughts

I keep thinking to myself, "What is the meaning of life" and that always divulges into either an internal crisis that leads into me breaking down, or me trying to be inspiring to myself and saying something cheesy like "I give it meaning." 

I think my fear of being outcasted or ostracized comes from the fact that when I was growing up, I was always told to not be weird/ don't draw attention to myself, which I took as "be normal." And that led me to be so scared of being different, it gave me many fears. Still to this day, I am scared of talking to strangers on the phone, which is hell trying to make appointments for stuff, and lead any conversation at all. Also Public Speaking is a nightmare.

I like these. It's like a Mini Diary

If I ever created a list for all the fictional characters I simp for, I most likely would have enough pages to defeat the dictionary

I think I ran out of thoughts.