surgery yesterday

TW/ c slur reclaimed at the end

posting now cuz i was farrrr too outta it yesterday

     mannnn that surgery was so crazy! I remember they gave me something through the IV before I went back that I INSTANTLY felt making me loopy and shit and I think I somewhat remember starting to be wheeled away to the surgery room, but I don't remember ANYTHING after that I swear its so foggy, I've never been like this with any other procedure ! I swear I woke up soooo dazed and confused. I hardly remember that too. It is all a blur. They kept talking to me but nothing got through. I know the doctor and my mum changed my bandage and she helped me get dressed I think? then I don't remember what happened but I was eventually In the car waking up, my siblings were picked up from my grandmas on the way home, and I got out, mumbled goodbyes, and slept in my bed whilst watching Xisumavoid and Dylan is in trouble [I think??]. Took me HOURS to even process I had stiches and shit. I was soooo out of it.

     Glad I finally got my surgery though! Just sucks the day I will be [hopefully] done recovering is the due date for a project that will SAVE my grade,, I guess I'll have to become an inspiration p^rn cripple or something idk,, if not I'll just die I guess. Not like I need this assignment to pass. xP