Journal Entry #41: 05/01/23

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Finally, it's May!

I had my first AP exam today (AP Gov). Testing in the gym was weird, and for whatever reason the wind makes the ceiling make noise. It was extremely windy. The proctors said the testing environment would be quiet. Quiet my ass! You could hear everything! Engines revving, horns honking, you name it, it occurred. I'm not looking forward to testing in there Wednesday and Thursday.

As for what I did this past weekend, I ended up browsing some bedding for my dorm room. I think I finally found something my mom and I could agree on in terms of the business of the pattern lol. I also worked on my script, which I haven't done in forever. So long in fact, that I've never blogged about it. I'll gush about it later, but I finished the rough draft earlier today! I went to both study sessions on Sunday too. The AP Stats one was student organized and only three people showed up. We covered unit 8 (somewhat). Honestly, I'm more worried about the other units since they weigh more. The AP Gov study session was larger and lasted until 8:45ish. I was so tired yesterday that I nearly went straight to bed.

Unfortunately, my self-esteem-o-meter is on the low side. I always seem to be embarrassing myself. I wore vibrant underwear under my white dress by mistake yesterday, had anxiety overcome me during the AP Stats study session, showed up musty to the AP Gov study session, and accidentally threw away my keys this afternoon (I won't be getting them back :/). I just feel so pathetic right now, which isn't good since I still have two exams to go.

I'll be going to school tomorrow to review for AP Stats and then likely go straight home after fixing my attendance issues. After that, I'll probably study all morning and afternoon, then take a break for the night. Needless to say, I won't be blogging for a bit. I hate being busy.

Oh, and one more positive thing: I have fallen in love with the iTunes/Apple Music audio visualizer. That is all.

Boa noite,

AstraGenesis ┈━═☆

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