ADULT MOMENT!!!

I bought a graphic tablet but like the ones that have a screen??? WAS VERY EXPENSIVE and I have the poor trauma for being poor almost my whole life until nowadays. so i'm very anxious and I Will Never Recover from this financial decision HOWEVER i know once I have it in my hands I Will Break My Wrists drawing like crazy!!!!!! yippeeee!!!!

I gotta say I'm very happy nonetheless!!! I feel a lot of guilt but its just matter of finding a job and overcoming my social anxiety ^___________^ god help me or kill me