a life update :] may 2023

third blog entry as well as another life update!

so... it's been awhile hasn't it...

so let's catch up :]]

• I GOT OUT OF MY DEPRESSIVE EPISODE LETS GOOOO!!!!
• MAGE IS GOING TO BE STARTING ANOTHER SERVER AGAIN, AND IT'S APPARENTLY GOING TO BE SIMILAR TO PROJECT ZWEI WHICH IS GOING TO BE SO FUN AND COOL, BECAUSE PROJECT ZWEI WORKED SO WELL WITH MY PERSONALITY AND WHO I AM AS A PERSON AND ALL, WHICH IS SOOOOO AMAZING, SO IT'S GOING TO BE SO COOL!!!
• I FINSIHED MY FINAL COURSE WORK FOR SCHOOL, (MIA), SO I HAVE NOW FINISHED ALL OF MY COURSE WORK!!!! :]]]]]]]] (MIA, DIGITAL TECH, AND BUSINESS :]]])
• I HAVE STARTED EDITTING AGAIN WHICH IS SO COOL AND SLAY AND AMAZING
• I MOVED MY ROOM AROUND AGVBJSDGVBSDGVXJSGV AGSUHSHSHAAHGHSGHSHAH!!!!!! IM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGG!!!! MY DREAM HAS COME TRUEEEE!!!! :]]]]] (I ONLY JUST NEED TO DECORATE IT NOW!!! :]])
• I GOT AN ELECTRIC GUITAR FOR CHRISTMAS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!! :]]]
• GENDER UPDATE: I NOW USE ALL PRONOUNS EXCEPT SHE/HER, AND HAVE A PREFERENCE FOR HE/THEY PRONOUNS :]]]
• I AM NOW ABLE TO WEAR TROUSERS TO SCHOOL :]] <33 (FINALLLLTYYYYYYYYYYY, I DON'T FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRY EVERYTIMEE I LOOK MYSELF IN THE MIRROR WHEN WEARING MY UNIFORM :]]] <33)
• ROBIN AND MAGE, (AND CEDRIC), ARE DOING CONTENT CREATION AGAIN WHICH I'M SO EXCITED FOR!!!!
• I'M SO EXCITED FOR 2023 NOW
• I'VE BEEN ON YOUTUBE FOR 3 YEARS NOW :]]]]]]]]]]]]] <333
• I FACED MY FEARS AND WENT BACK TO SPAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN NEARLY 3 YEARS, AND IT WASN'T AS BAD AS I THOUGHT :]]] <33
• I'M GOING TO BE STARTING A CLOTHING BUSINESS TO EARN MONEY, ETC :]] <333
• MY HAIR LOOKS SO COOL AND I'M GOING TO BE PERMANENTLY DYING IT AT THE START OF SUMMER
• THERE IS A POSSIBILITY THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO MEET MAGE AND CEDRIC IN SEPTEMBER WHICH I'M SO EXCITED FOR AGHHHHHH!!!! :]]]]]]]]]]] <33333
• I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO LORE WISE WITH THE SHORT FILMS, ETC, ON YOUTUBE!!! I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DOOIOOOOO!!!!!!!! :]]]]]]]]]]]] <3333333
• I RLY WANT TO GET ANOTHER PIERCING :]]]] <3333

i am just so thankful and greatful that i am still alive and okay today. i know now that, no matter what, i can and will get through anything.

~never give up hope, my friend <33~artemis smyth~digitalreko~1st may 2023~

so yea, thats my life rn :]