A letter to you. Post 1.

It's been a little over 3 months since you left me. It's strange how 5 years of building a relation together can collapse to bitter sweet nothingness. I think about you every single day though I doubt you think about me. I thought our love could survive anything, turns out the only thing it can't survive is me. I miss you so deeply, I feel it in my very soul. I took for granted your love and I'm eternally sorry. I started playing my guitar again hopefully write some new songs, maybe they'll be about you, probably anyways. I know you wanted me to better myself and that you'd return one day but I know deep down that our lives have gone their separate ways. I'll always cherish and dream about the days I could just stare into your blue eyes and hold you closely in my arms. It's strange the things you miss the most. Not the sex nor the raw passion but I lost my best friend. I come home at nights wishing I could tell you all about my day. Oh hey, that thing I needed the most help with? I started therapy. I'm trying to be the man you loved once upon a time. Am I making you proud?